Fools Rush In...... But This Angel Doesn't Fear To Tread!

Monday 1st April (April Fools Day) I had my 2nd dream, in a row, about Michael Weatherly, last night. I was living in a very big apartment, my Dad was alive again & staying with me, but he still had cancer. He was sat crying, on the bed, in his room, because he'd wet himself & I was comforting him, saying it was not his fault, he was ill & too weak, to make it to the toilet, without help. Then I went to an acting job & was doing a scene, with an amazing child actor, but I suddenly forgot a line, so I had to do improv. After I met up with Michael Weatherly, who I was dating in my dream. We went to some Birthday bash & were cuddled up together, on a couch, at a table, eating Birthday Cake, chatting to other people, who were also sat at the table. I can't really recall any more, though I know there was plenty more to it. It is a bright & sunny day out, today, but still cold.

My Dream Man, Michael Weatherly 

I checked my mobile, I had two text messages, both from 'Mr S' One at 2.34am saying "We should meet up, 6 years is a ridiculous amount of time" (Oh yeah, meet up?!..... more like mate up, your thinking matey!!) The 2nd at 7.59am saying 'Where you living these days?' Typical, bone idle, male, who wants a booty call!! If he was actually, really interested in me, he'd of made an effort & actually found the answer on my Facebook, or Twitter profile!! But men just looking for a f**k make sod all effort! I ignored them & had a wash, I put my hair up in a topknot & pulled on jeans & a sweater, had some lush, Asda, coconut, yoghurt, for breakfast & popped up in my attic, to do more sorting & arranging. I will be putting my easel & canvas's up there, for somewhere to do my painting, eventually when it's all done!! At 2.24pm I stopped to have a coffee & bite to eat (Bavarian smoked cheese & salad in 2 pitta pockets) yummy!.... And watched cute kids flick 'The Little Vampire' a fun flick.

Breakfast

At 4.19pm 'Mr S' still not giving up, text me 'Would love to see those lips wrapped round my shaft'  Honestly, he may have a very good job, in the city, be attractive, plus have a fit as fuck body & impressive penis! BUT he really should know me well enough by now, to know, I'm NOT EASY!! So I just replied 'I bet you would!!'  Then at 4.44pm he text 'Would you like to suck it baby' Oh FFS give up!! Like that's really going to work! PML! I didn't bother to reply & watched the Animated Film, 'Robots' (Such a cute film, and I have had a robot obsession, since a little girl!!) I was  doing some chores at the same time, as watching (Always the multi tasker) Later I popped to the shop for a Sun newspaper, but they had sold out, and as it is a Bank Holiday, Tesco will be closed now (Grumble) So got a 'Now' magazine that came with a 'Look' magazine & a 'Jergens' moisturiser & a small butterscotch 'Green & Black's' bar.

'Now' had a typical front cover 'Stars Get Cellulite Too' ( Frankie Essex, Leona Lewis, J-Lo, Tamara Ecclestone, Josie Gibson, Blake Lively, Victoria Beckham, Caroline Flack, Kelly Brook, Alesha Dixon, Demi Moore, Lizzie Cundy, Janice Dickinson) & 'Peter Andre is worried, that he's never going to be a dad again' Oh pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaze!! As if!! Apparently Kim Kardashian is planning a tummy tuck after giving birth (Well there is a HUGE surprise...... Not!!) Brad Pitt & Angelina Jolie are finally to wed on a Caribbean island (Gemini Angelina, would never be one to hurry into yet another marriage) in the 1st week of April. To be honest other than the Fashion & beauty pages there wasn't much in the magazine, that was of interest to me! 

Now stars for Gemini say - 'If you cant go on toeing the party line any more, you shouldn't - even if others think you are being foolish. Fitting in isn't the issue - it's standing out that makes this a week to remember'  Well I never have been one for fitting in! 'Look' was full of fab clothes & delicious 'Ryan Reynolds' Phwoooor!! Their stars for Gemini say 'Your friends are everything to you this week - supportive, fun, caring, and encouraging (They must of read last weeks blog lol) One in particular a sharp minded Scorpio comes up with a great idea, make sure you take HER up on it. Love is in the air, whether your single or not!! (NOT with 'Mr S' it's not lol) Look Out - Soul mate alert!'

So, back to the Attic, I went, forcing myself away, from 'The Mummy Returns' on ITV2 (Above) I fancy Imotep (But I have them all on Video anyway) An ex, of mine, made all of the, polystyrene, temple, pillars, etc that collapse during the 'Mummy' films. I didn't play any 'April Fool' pranks today, this year!!............ Blimey I must be growing up!! How Sad. Later I watched 'Revenge' while munching on 3 salt & vinegar rice cakes, with houmous & a glass of orange juice. Then I watched the 'Made In Chelsea' version of 'Come Dine With Me' They may ALL be, Public School, rich kids. But where did Binky (aka Alexandra Falstead) go to school? She even didn't know, what the word 'Sicilian' meant & thought veal was a lamb! Shocker! 

I did a few more chores, but then I began to have, extreme pain in my left arm & shoulder blade & had to stop! Bloody hell, I feel my home has to be a tip at the moment, because as soon as I get started, on getting it clean & tidy, my back or arm, or neck, is so painful, that I have to stop! Sometimes for days, allowing it to get messy & grubby again!! I went on Twitter briefly & I had been tweeted a few compliments, re my (This) blog, that I posted yesterday. I watched chatty man, fellow Gemini, Russell Brand, was amusing! I had another decaf coffee & went to bed with my book. I tried to go to sleep at 12 midnight, but by 2am the pain in my left shoulder blade & arm was so intense, I had to get up & fix a drink, to take more pain killers with, I would love a great big needle with a syringe full of morphine whacked in my left shoulder right now!! (Calories consumed 1,617, 146cals OVER today's target whoops!!)

Tuesday 2nd April, I woke at 6am, in agony, due to pain in my left shoulder, retching with pain, with my left arm dead, slapped, pinched & punched it back to life (it will probably be bruised later!) I downed a whole cocktail of painkillers in desperation, then tried to sleep! I did manage again for a few hours, I dreamt I was a TV presenter & I was on a show answering questions, sent in by fans & something about two dogs, but that's a bit hazy! Woke again at 8am in pain & went downstairs & heated a neck pad, as I already have way over, the amount of painkillers, I'm meant to have in my system! Then curled up in bed, with that round my neck, eventually fell asleep again.

This time I dreamt, I was with the guy Reiss from 'Person Of Interest' (I've obviously moved on from NCIS!!) and we were in the home of some bad guy, acting like visitors while trying to, serendipitously find info, while there (Amusing, as I have been pretty serendipitous, lately!) There were lots lit of candles, in the lounge of the house & we left, while the bad guy, was doing something in kitchen, purposely knocking over a candle, to set the place on fire. Woke at 10am, to a lovely bright sunny day. Sadly my left shoulder & arm was still in pain, as was my coccyx (FFS just boil me down & sell me for glue why don't you!!)

I got up & had a wash & pulled hair in a ponytail, as shoulder is too painful for me to use my arm, to wash my hair. Brushed my teeth & made a coffee & had two crumpets with crunchy peanut butter for breakfast. I went on Twitter & saw 'My Blog World' had posted my blog, in their collective 'Top Blogs' post. Which was flattering. I put on cream underwear & pulled on my jeans & my cropped, new, cream, cropped, gold tiger print vest top over a coral vest top. Then as it was a nice day I tackled my little bit of garden & removed the litter that was bugging me, and did a bit of weeding, using my right arm, so not to make my left shoulder/arm worse. At 1pm my cute, cheeky, little Persian Princess, Sammy text me saying "Hey doll you feeling better? How's ur back? xx" I replied "It's been really bad the last 2 weeks hun, felt physically sick with pain. I think I'm going to have disc removal xx" to which she responded "Oh no Xx" 

My Persian, Princess, Cutie, Sammy

I popped to the shop, for a Sun paper & settled down to read it with a coffee. The front page is about WWII veterans, boycotting Sunderland FC games, after self confessed fascist 'Paolo Di Canio' got the managers job. Many younger fans are angry too, vowing to join in the boycott. Today's page 3 girl was a 23yr beauty, called Hollie, from Manchester. My Blood boils yet again, over another, Moronic, WANKER,  Judge, the same Moronic, WANKER, that told burglar, scum that he was brave!! Yes that TWAT Judge Peter Bowers, has freed a pervert 'Mark Martin' with vile Images of kids, so HE would not "Suffer" in prison!!.... I want that kind of sick 'C**t' to suffer in prison!!!! 

WTF?? What about the kids in those pics, that suffered at the hands of sicko's, like Mark Martin?? You Arsehole!! Scum Mark expected jail as he was on a suspended sentence over previous sick snaps of children!! The judge even said "I have read with some concern about you & this addiction you have with looking at pornography of little children" BUT then added "You would suffer very badly in prison, I don't think it is necessary to send you there!!" WTF what the actual fuck?? I want scum like him to suffer!! What the hell is this judge still doing with a (High Paid) Job!! I want this soft arsehole fired!! I'm beyond fuming (Acts like this make me think Peter Bowers is a kiddy fiddler himself!!)

Now to a country where the Justice fits the crime the USA!! 'James Homes' The Batman killer, who called himself 'The Joker' is facing lethal injection (Good but the electric chair would be better) For his evil gun rampage that left 12 dead! State legal chiefs confirmed they will seek the death penalty, by lethal injection, when Holmes 25, goes on trial in August! The last lethal Injection administered in Colorado was in 1997.

A dead pensioner's wedding ring was stolen off his finger as his body lay in hospital, his grieving family claim (I'd not be remotely surprised, I was robbed of money from my purse & of a flat pair of £200 KG evening shoes, by the ambulance crew that tended me in July 2008, but I could not prove anything to prosecute!) The widower 'Clive Thatcher' 78, is also said to of had £5 stolen from his bedside cabinet. His swollen fingers had stopped his family from removing the ring when he died. So a nurse taped it to stop it falling off. But they were horrified when 2 weeks later funeral directors told them it had gone!

From the NHS robbing body's, to them disgustingly robbing a body, of life saving treatment!! Soldier 'Katrina Brown' 30 caught a deadly illness, after serving on the front line as a MEDIC in Iraq, but she is being denied life-saving treatment by the NHS!! She was exposed to radioactive material used in bunker buster bombs. She needs stem cell treatment only available in the US but the NHS will not pay the £110,000 so she survives (Disgusting if the NHS wont the MoD should!!) She survives for now on 18 pills a day costing over £3,000 a month. Katrina rightly says "I went to Iraq to help my country, but now when I need help, my country wont help me!" Disgusting. Katrina is trying to raise the £110,000 to get the US treatment but so far has only managed £2,000, I hope a wealthy celeb or Aristocrat sees her plight & gives her the money!!

PM David Cameron

A farmer who's drowning sheep was rescued from a swamp by PM David Cameron, on March 1st, told how he found the PM waist deep in mud, in the swamp saving the sheep, after the PM's Body Guards rang him re his sheep being in trouble. The body guards had joined the PM in the sheep rescue, the Ewe has now been named 'Swampy' Julian a friend of the PM said "I can't imagine any other Prime Minister doing something like that. David was soaking wet & covered in mud!" Too right, that snivelling C**t Blair wouldn't of, nor lard arse, money spunker, Brown!! The sheep had got stuck after following two lambs who sadly died in the muddy swamp. The ewe was put in the back of the pick-up vehicle, then the PM went off for a shower. Farmer Julian said "This is probably a side to David the public don't often see, but he likes to muck in & help whenever he can!" Good for him!!

My stars for Gemini were a bit boring - 'Your mentor Mercury sharpens your mind (My mind is always sharp) & makes you calm & capable. At work & at home, your the problem solver (Aren't I always) If your single (Aren't I always) meeting someone with a gift of making people laugh (A guy always has to be funny for me to be attracted) will rebuild your belief in Love! An old friend is back with lucky plans to share! (Good! lol)

I had a Slim-Fast chocolate & peanut bar for lunch with a Diet Coke & watched 'The Real Housewives Of Arizona' (Above) followed by the fab 'Millionaire Matchmaker' while having some fun banter with 'Dean' on Twitter. When a guy loses, his online banter, with me, I begin to lose interest fast & at least One guy, on Twitter, is heading that way & getting boring. Today's Millionaires on the show were some scary blonde Russian Female who reminded me a bit of 'Donnatella Versace' & some gay 'Pewee Herman' like nerd! She was sooooo hard to talk to it was like talking to a block of ice, poor guys!! Unsurprisingly BOTH failed to get successful dates! 

I watched 'Home & Away' (Above) Popped to the shop for 3 Decaf Diet Cokes, and got today's Closer Magazine. Front cover 'Kerry Katona's relationship worry's (Bore off) Posh Spice feels frozen out by the Spice Girls (You distanced yourself!) Jordan hurt by bullying over wedding (She will fight back & brush it off Gemini's always do!) Nicola McLean needs IVF due to anorexia (Glad she is out the other side now) PLUS 'Shocking mum & daughter - we have sex with the same men together (Eeeeeek!!!!)

Read Closer Magazine there was a bit on the 'TOWIE' reject I can't stand 'Lauren Goodger' (Above) Speculation is rife over if she has had lip fillers, well the trout pout, she has in the magazine, looks damn stupid if she has! She say's troll taunts, about her weight, made her leave Towie. BULLSHIT!! It was her unprofessional & Diva behaviour that had production edge her out!!! She has also ditched her juicing diet, after losing 9lb in a week, saying she wondered how healthy it was? After discovering how high in sugar the juices were! (Yeah fruit sugars!!) More like she ditched it, as it is too hard to keep to!! (Lauren loves to make excuses for everything!!) She say's her 'criminal' boyfriend likes her curves anyway. There was also a bit on the octomum freak, who may go to jail for benefit fraud! Plus a bit on pregnant celebs (Yawn!)

Size 8 'Nadja Collins', was already slim, but became fixated, on catwalk models, super skinny legs & the 'thigh gap' So she spent £5,000 on liposuction to achieve it (I had the thigh gap, a few years back, when I was a size 8 & I will do again, once I'm back where I was again!) She didn't need to do lipo, she could of just toned her inner thighs in the gym! Using the hip adductor's & hip abductor's, like me, then she could of spent that £5,000 getting rid of, the vile, flower tattoo, on her stomach!! 

I couldn't read the mum & daughter porn stars item, it just turned my stomach too much!! Ugh!! Talking of stomach I made a Oriental bean stir fry for dinner. Then I put in a load of laundry & put away the dry laundry & did the washing up. Then I tried catching up with some old half finished blogs. While watching 'Person Of Interest' 'Dallas' (Below) and 'CSI' while chatting to a friend in NY on Twitter. Then I had a bath & chilled with a coffee & Cadbury's wholenut. finally going to bed at 2.30am as I'm meeting Nicky for lunch & I have lots to do before then. (Calories consumed 1,468, 48cals OVER target I can live with that)

Wednesday 3rd April, I was still awake, having had no sleep by 7am Grrrr!! So I gave up & got up (Bloody insomnia!!) I had a wash & washed my hair, then made a coffee, which I had with a Slim-Fast, Summer Berry Bar, for breakfast & went on Twitter for a bit 'Rob Lamarr' asked people to tweet, 'Good Luck' to his friends, football team, 'Tilney FC' in their Final cup match, which he was headed up North to see. So I did & they followed me, on Twitter & we had a bit of fun banter, which passed some time. I put on Lemon underwear & put on 4Music while I did my make-up, but I kept stopping to dance as they were playing some ace tunes! I dried my hair & put it up in a French pleat. Then wore a scoop necked, lemon, cotton, top, with my jeans & Reebok EasyTone white trainers. Then I popped to the shop, to buy Nicky's birthday card & prezzie (A necklace & Paul Smith Perfume) 

I got home buying a Sun newspaper en route, and read the paper until I had to leave for lunch with Nicky. The front page headline was about the repulsive Philpott's 'Child-killing bastard stabbed me 27 times' A quote from an ex lover, he attacked. Page 3's Chloe from Leeds is gorgeous. Justice Secretary 'Chris Grayling' say's cops must stop sex beasts, violent thugs & repeat offenders being let off with cautions. He needs to have a word with the f**king Judges too! My stars for Gemini said - 'The Emotional climate is warmer when you talk to the family & chat about money will get a better reaction this time (Funnily enough my Financial Advisor brother Bill contacted me talking about money on March 22nd) If you are single, when love hits your heart, it is a total surprise, as it transforms friends, into a hot couple (LMAO) In a relationship? A partners plans are good' 

I set off for the restaurant & got to 'L'Italana' 15mins before anyone, next to arrive was Bernie & then Sharon & her daughter, Nicky arrived another 15mins later with her mum & her daughter Emily (aka Minnie) Plus Emily's friend & her mum, then the blonde, Scottish, woman, who always tells everyone, what an amazing manager I was, in Adelaide's Nightclub, turned up. Nicky's mum had aged dramatically, by about 10yrs, since I saw her, at her husband Jim's funeral, last year! Minnie who loves me, insisted on sitting by me & was adorably cute as always, as was her little friend & they both ended up climbing all over me, by the end of the meal (Kids love me) I had a Gorgonzola & sundried tomato, thin based pizza for lunch, plus a slice of chocolate, birthday cake, with a V&T, a white wine spritza & a cappuccino. 

After the meal ended we went our separate ways & I headed to the gym. I got changed out of my jeans & into my gym bottoms. I did 30 mins on the cycle (With pedals in front) on random, level 9, then 100 reps of Hip Abductor, on 45kg weight & 100 reps of Hip Adductor, on 45kg weight, then 5 mins on the Cross Trainer, on random, level 10. Then another 30 mins on the bike (With pedals under you) on Hill on level 9, followed by 50 reps of leg extensions on 30kg weight & 50 reps of leg curls on 30kg weight, followed by 5 mins on the stepper on random level 10. Then I just did a few of the other neck/back friendly machines & free weights. I was stood exercising, in front of the mirrored wall & I thought "Shit!! What are those lumps under my chest?" Then I burst out laughing, when I realised it was my ribs. It's been a while, since they'd been that pronounced, that I'd forgotten, what that looked like.

I got home just in time to see 'Millionaire Matchmaker' on ITV2 +1 I thought I'd be exhausted after no sleep, a big lunch & the gym, but no! Watched 'NCIS' 'Law & Order SVU' & 'CSI' I popped on Twitter & 'Tilney FC'  had won their Final match, 2-1 & thanked me for my support, which was sweet. After my big lunch, I wasn't really hungry enough for dinner, so instead, I just had a decaf coffee & a Curlywurly, then had an early night, at 12.45am (Calories consumed 1,735, 154cals UNDER today's target Good!!)

Thursday 4th April, I woke at 9am, I'd dreamt, that the ghost of my cat, Amy (Below) had crawled up my bed & settled down on my chest & I felt comforted by that. Then about being at some industry bash & a SA pal Raoul, said to a group of us to go on somewhere he knew, we went into this rather drab looking bar, then with a word to the landlord we were ushered through a door, to a massive fancy staircase, that lead to this amazing place some of the group had fallen behind in the group & a while later they were still not there I checked in the downstairs pub, nothing, I thought they either went elsewhere or came in pub area & didn't see us & went home, not knowing about upstairs. So I tried to call them..... but as always in my dreams my phone was playing up & wouldn't work. 

I got up and put the heating on as the flat was freezing & hopped into bed waiting for it to heat up & must of fallen asleep again. I dreamt that I was at some big event maybe the Royal Variety Performance, in a lovely ballgown. I'd been somewhere, maybe the ladies & went through a door & found myself in a very sunny garden, full of celebs in rows of chairs, facing one way I discovered there was an angled view point in the building wall & the celebs could see down onto the stage to watch the performance, while sat in the sun & one celeb (Can't recall who) pulled me down in a seat next to him/her. 

Then I was in a supermarket, buying loads of soap, Dove I think, as it was in white & navy boxes. Piers Morgan came in, wearing a navy suit & a large check, grey, gingham, shirt & staff were staring, saying they recognised him from somewhere? I said "Yes it's Piers Morgan" Piers turned round & loudly declared "Why is everyone staring at me" pompously, obviously loving it & I replied "They're admiring your shirt" sarcastically, as if it wasn't because, people knew who he was.

Woke & it was now 10.30am oops!! But I had gone 2 days, with no sleep again, yesterday! I had a lay down for 10mins under my sunbed with it on my back as coccyx is hurting & the heat helps. Then after a shower, I had a Summer Berry's Slim-Fast bar, plus a coffee for breakfast. My legs ached from yesterdays gym but I did 100 squats with my Swiss Ball, then did some household chores. I did another laundry wash & put it out to dry & then read the paper. The front cover, was about Man City footballer 'Carlos Tevez' being sentenced to do 250 hrs community service as a cleaner YAWN!! Vile, murdering, Derby, parents, the Philpott's, will be prime targets in Jail (Good!!) 

Palace paedo 'David Tracey' 48 has disgustingly escaped going to jail! Thanks to another useless judge, 'Judge Ian Graham'. The perverted Home Office, Official, Security Chief, went on the run for 3 days with the plans of Buckingham Palace, after cops found a huge stack of 90,000 of child abuse images, at his Essex home. He yesterday admitted downloading the 90,000 images & films, 100's of which were at the highest, most depraved, level!! He was sickeningly let off with a community order, he used a file sharing website, to view a mountain of images over a 5yr period. 1000's of images showed girls aged 9-11 said to be Eastern European. He has been sacked by the Home Office (I should bloody hope so!) 

My stars for Gemini say- 'As Saturn reverses through your career chart, a goal that seemed far-fetched could start to happen (All my goals are far fetched but they always happen in the end!) So get your ideas out there - the right person will be listening. The moon shines on far away places, and love could be crossing continents to find you. Luck will call at door 91' (Well that's not my door number... bugger!)

I put the dry laundry away then had a Chocolate & Peanut, Slim-Fast bar & a coffee then checked my Facebook, Hotmail & Twitter & answered a few messages including one from Tilney FC, which was sweet. Then I went to the gym & did the same work out as yesterday & on the way home bought myself a bottle of Roberto Cavalli (Below) as a treat (We all need to have a treat now & then) 

I watched 'RHOA' 'Millionaire Matchmaker' the female Millionaire was nuts & the male one blind to gold diggers. Then I watched a 'Home & Away' double bill. I did some exercises/dancing with a resistant band. Then later I watched 'Secret Eaters' one guy Paul had 16 roast potatoes on his piled high Carvery, eating 5,500cals in one day & was flummoxed, as to why he was a 16st lard bucket! (Unbelievable) 

Sexy Ch4 Doggers - Simples 

I had a slice of rye bread with peanut butter for tea, then watched 'Killers Behind Bars' on Ch5. Then I watched 'Dogging Tales' on Ch4 (Above) OMG that was the funniest thing I have seen all Year!!! I wish 'TV Burp' was still on I'd love to see how 'Harry Hill' would revue that!! I laughed so much I was horse..... Which ironically was about the only animal mask not on the show!!..... It was like a pornographic Wind In The Willows!! Honestly that show should win the 2013 Comedy Award. I then watched Ch5 +1 & 'Jodie Marsh: Bullied' followed by the film 'Ghost Rider' which was so shit, that after 15mins, I could bear no more & decided I'd go to bed instead. (Calories consumed 1,040, 393cals UNDER target Good)

Friday 5th April, I was still awake at 7.30am despite going to sleep at 12.30am (Insomnia is so frustrating, my mind is just too active. especially at night grrr) So I got up & got ready to meet my friend Anne for Zumba in Borehamwood, at 10.30am (I was moaning on Twitter yesterday how I miss dancing the night away & she suggested joining her today, which was an inspired idea) I packed my leotard & footless tights & got out my neon leg-warmer's (Well it is a 80's themed Zumba class) plus gym trousers & trainers. I did my make-up & wore my new leopard print shift dress, with black nylons & heels. I had a Slim-Fast Chocolate & peanut bar, with a coffee for breakfast. I received a signed copy of TV psychologist  'Jo Hemmings' NEW book, 'Sex Games' in the post today, for the charity raffle, at Charity event, in Walthemstow, next Saturday, when I am the Naughty Nurse, shot girl. I shoved a hairpiece in my bag, then pulled on my black, Primark, military, style coat & headed for the train station & got my ticket & got off at Borehamwood, where Anne was waiting in her car for me. 

We got to Zumba, and had a 1 hour class, which was great fun, then we had a coffee & catch up together, before she dropped me off at the gym. had a 3hr work out. I did 30 mins on the cycle (With pedals in front) on random, level 9, then 100 reps of Hip Abductor, on 45kg weight & 100 reps of Hip Adductor, on 45kg weight, then 15 mins on the Cross Trainer, on random, level 10. Then another 30 mins on the bike (With pedals under you) on Hill on level 9, followed by 50 reps of leg extensions on 30kg weight & 50 reps of leg curls on 30kg weight, followed by 5 mins on the rowing machine. 

Roary the trainer was flirty as usual (They will do anything to try & get hired as a personal trainer lol) Then I just did a few other neck/back friendly machines & free weights, I showered at the gym, dressed & put my hairpiece in & set off to meet the girls, for a long afternoon of chit chat, we had a real laugh, sharing lots of recent funny stories. We had some lunch & I had the house chunky veg soup, with some wholemeal bread. We chatted until the evening & then at 8.45pm I headed home. 

On the train, I got chatting with this cute, sloshed, trainee hairdresser, called Daisy, who insisted that I shared, some of the Pinot Grigio, she was swigging from a bottle, after her works opening do. I was now apparently her new best friend, despite to her shock, being the same age as her mum lol.... She said "I'm not being horrible.... but my mum looks 20yrs older than you!!" I'm sure her mum, would be delighted to hear that, lol. When she got off the train I read some of my newspaper, the front cover was about todays 'Grand National' plus those vile, murdering, parents, of the 6 kids that died in the arson house blaze, 'Mick & Mairead Philpott' He got life, with scant chance of parole & his vile wife & friend accomplice 'Paul Mosley' got 17yrs each. GOOD!! 

Page 3's Emily from Warrington, today is a stunner. This winters big freeze has apparently caused 5,000 more deaths than average, this year. There was a pic of pregnant, Kim Kardashian, looking massive, apparently she has gained 4st. My stars for Gemini said - 'You have ideas & now strict Saturn, gives you the focus to turn them into action at work & home (My business idea?) With generous Jupiter in your sign, you could fall in love fast with someone you notice as an audience applauds (Unlikely I don't fall in love easy!!) Fresh Ideas give love a sexy wake up call' (About time lol) I got in & now hungry, I fixed a smoked salmon & cream cheese bagel & a cappuccino, while unwinding, while watching a bit of 'Supercasino' then I tweeted Jo, thanks for the book & I crashed shattered at 1.45am, as I couldn't stay awake any longer (Calories consumed 1,402, 431cals UNDER target ace!!)

Saturday 6th April, I woke at 9am, I got up & got on the scales I have lost 1.5lb yay! I fixed a coffee plus grilled, rye bread & peanut butter, for breakfast. I had a wash, dressed in gym gear, did a few chores & tied back hair, then popped to the shop for the Sun newspaper. Then I came home & read the newspaper with 4Music on in the background. The Vile Philpott's were the front page news as usual. There were pictures of the slappers from 'The Valleys' at Lady's Day (There is some irony for you) at Aintree race course. Nothing new of interest, weekend papers are usually shit! My stars for Gemini said - 'A friend will inspire you to switch to a super healthy lifestyle (I'm practically there on my own) & turn wishful thinking to practical action, in every area of your life. As the Moon is in the top of your chart, love will be going from casual to committed (PML Yeah right!!! LMFAO!!) Single? The next Libra you meet could be the one! 

Reading over, it was time to go to the gym for another 3hrs (Gotta be on form for charity event naughty nurse Saturday) I did 30 mins on the cycle (With pedals in front) on random, level 9, then 100 reps of Hip Abductor, on 45kg weight & 100 reps of Hip Adductor, on 45kg weight, then 5 mins on the Cross Trainer, on random, level 10. Then another 30 mins on the bike (With pedals under you) on Hill on level 9, followed by 50 reps of leg extensions on 30kg weight & 50 reps of leg curls on 30kg weight & a few other neck/back friendly machines & free weights, then I headed home. I got in & had a mug of tomato soup & 4 salt & vinegar rice cakes. Chatted briefly on Twitter & watched 'Ant & Dec's Saturday Night Takeaway' followed by 'Taken' then I went to bed with my book (Calories Consumed 1,125, 783cals UNDER today's target Excellent)

Sunday 7th April, I woke at 10am & had a decent sleep for a change. I dreamt something about acting (As I often do) Something about travelling on a bus (As I often do) Plus being crushed up travelling in a well over packed car, headed somewhere. I had a wash & did a load of laundry & cleaning, then grilled two crumpets & had with Marmite, while bantering with the girls on Twitter. Then I got changed into my gym gear, tied my hair back & added wrist & ankle weights & headed to gym drinking a can of 'Relentless' energy drink. I also bought a Sunday Sun newspaper on the way. I got to the gym & had a 3hr work out. I did 30 mins on the cycle (With pedals in front) on random, level 9, then 100 reps of Hip Abductor, on 45kg weight & 100 reps of Hip Adductor, on 45kg weight, then 15 mins on the Cross Trainer, on random, level 10. 

Then another 30 mins on the bike (With pedals under you) on Hill on level 9, followed by 50 reps of leg extensions on 30kg weight & 50 reps of leg curls on 30kg weight, followed by 5 mins on the rowing machine. Then I just did a few other neck/back friendly machines & free weights, when I was on the Hip Adductor & Hip Abductor, I saw one of the trainers who often comes to chat with me, in the gym class, in next to nothing, along with a girl, they obviously both do body building competitions, as they were doing muscle poses looking themselves in the mirror, while one of the older male trainers from the gym, put them through their paces. 

I said to myself, at the end of 2012 that 2013 was going to be my year, the year I was selfish & put myself 1st, well my 4 part plan is in motion, part 1 is coming along, part 2 racing ahead & 3 plus 4 will come in time! I got home, from the gym, famished, so I grilled, two home made burgers, that I had in the fridge & sandwiched them with some mustard, between two slices of white 'Weight Watchers' bread, washed down with a bar of 'Bornville' & a coffee. Then I sent a few tweets & settled down & read the paper while listening to 4Music. The front cover is about how the vile dog owner of the dogs that killed teen Jade, has not apologised to her parents & has gone into hiding (F**king coward!) Cops said they could not charge the dogs owner under current laws (Well those laws need to be changed & sharpish!) There was a picture of pregnant Coleen Rooney, in a awful, vile, dress (Below) at the Grand National, yesterday, what a shapely frumpy number it was, what was she thinking? 

More on the 20yr, 46st 7lb, Lard Bucket, I have lost sympathy for 'Georgina Davis' who was fighting for her life in hospital last night (I said she'd not make it to 23) after a dangerous, skin infection, raced through her body (Well I hope her 'Friend' flatmate, is feeling bad about allowing her to continue eating crap!) Her step-dad has been told, it is really serious. He said "We have been told she may not make it!" From FAT, to BONES & uba bore 'Gwyneth Paltrow' has been boasting that she has "the ass of a 22yr old stripper" while promoting her diet book 'It's All Good' Yeah, shame it's situated where her face should be though! Yawn!!

A study of the 1,000 Richest People in Britain, has found that those born under the sign of 'Gemini' (My Sign) have the best chance of making a fortune (Tell me about it, a couple of my ex's had £Million businesses after me helping them & grafting for them for free to make it a success, that's why this year is all about ME!! Funny that now after I left one, after wasting 5yrs of my life with the knob, he lost it all & now is an employee of someone! Karma!) Gemini represent 1 in 10 of the UK's wealthiest, on the 'Sunday Times Rich List' Gemini's topped the horoscope league for the 3rd year running.  With 9.9% of the richest being Gemini, bottom was Scorpio 12th with 6.5%, The rest are as follows - 2nd Capricorn 9.6%,  3rd Aries 9.4%, 4th Taurus 8.9%, 5th Leo 8.6%, 6th Sagittarius 8.2%, 7th Cancer 8%, 8th Pisces 7.9%, 9th Libra 7.8%, 10th Aquarius 7.7% & 11th Virgo with 7.5%.

Talking of Gemini my stars today said - 'New friendships add glamour to your life, but it is unwise to neglect old pals - you need both! A project you care about will go all the way (Good) Pluto changes direction in your passion chart, which stirs unexpected attractions. Does friendship lead to fame?? 

At 8.30pm I had three slices, of white, Weight Watchers, bread, toasted, with peanut butter. Then it was time for 'Once Upon A Time' the start of season two, a bit slow, not sure what I make of it, a bit of an anti climax after an excited wait for it's return. Now wished I'd watched it on +1 and watched 'Millionaire Matchmaker' on 4Music 1st, it had a clip of the ONLY millionaire I liked on the show thus far, an Aquarian called Robin, he was my kind of crazy! Then it was time for 'Person Of Interest' which was excellent tonight. I then went into blog mode. Finally going to bed at 1.30am (Calories consumed 1,469, 587cals Under today's target Excellent!)

Quiet Start To October, Only Xfactor to Amuse & Irritate Me In Equal Parts

Monday 4th Oct, I got up at 8.30am knee & elbow still tender, but its my trodden on little finger that's the killer, did a job search & sent off a few job applications, though its getting close to the season where its only part time Xmas Jobs. Then wrapped up warm & took Aku, Stanley & Betty out for 2hrs over the park, to get myself some exercise, walking is good for the legs & you can cover a lot of distance in 2hrs blisters on heels have almost healed so I will be able to wear my trainers soon & get down to some serious exercise in the gym, not just in the park. Cold out today feels like winter, even though British summertime doesn't end until Oct 31st.


Got home finished my last blog & also posted my Big Brother Party photos on one of my past blogs & Facebook album & also uploaded my Two Pics taken outside the BBC by the Tardis, when Ian & I went to see the filming of "8 Out Of 10 Cats" (below) into one of my Facebook Albums.

When The Dr told Ian  he'd be "sucked off" to another Dimension

This wasn't quite what he had pictured!!!

The Newly Generated Gay Dr Who

With his Cougar Fag Hag, New Assistant

Went on my facebook & found a message from someone I named & shamed in a prior blog (Still Can't Give Up The Fags & I Don't Even Smoke) lets call him *Lenny King he was most perturbed, no doubt present or potential employers googled him & my write up of his antics popped up GOOD!! which no doubt reflected badly on him (GOOD!!) as he has a rather high powered job, which is no doubt why, like some footballers he has a inflated ego, that makes him him wrongly assume, that  he can treat women like dirt & get away with it (he picked on the wrong woman when he picked on me!!) the correspondence & my views below :-


04 October at 19:19
Dear June


I write to you in relation to your blog, namely "Still Can't Give Up The Fags & I Don't Even Smoke" that make various references to me (including photos you have taken from my private facebook page) They were not private while he was my Facebook Friend & were/are profile pics so also come up on Google & he has obviously forgotten he also sent me them via email about 2yrs ago, when we 1st corresponded & so are now also my property, as are any emails or text messages sent to me (hence why such private things can be printed in papers & can escape privacy laws, once in your possession they are yours to do with as you please, unless you either stole them to posses them, or signed a clause or made a promise to keep secret that had a witness) I have many friends & relatives in who are either Court Judges, Lawyers, Police or Reporters, so I know what I can or can't do!
I understand your anger and frustration at my missed call in the early hours on that saturday morning, but i think your comments are extremely damaging and unjustified. The information, including my surname and the photos you have used will cause me a huge amount of personal turmoil if not removed. I do not need to highlight the seriousness of this posting; it is extremely damaging to my professional and personal reputation, defamatory, slanderous and totally unjust. It wasn't a missed call, it woke me & I had to cut it off to stop ringing at 3am as not to wake the two girls, sleeping in their bedrooms, before texting who is this, as it was a new phone & the number not stored. My comments may have been damaging, but certainly NOT unjustified they were 100% true. I was well aware that if potential Girlfriends or Employers Googled him, the info with name & Pic's would come up & cause him turmoil, but after the abuse I received over the past 2yrs since he'd had my mobile number, I thought it was about time the boot was on the other foot & he tasted some of his own medicine. Indeed it was defamatory, but what I said was 100% true so his own behaviour defamed himself, he is a fool to think he could hide his personal nature forever! It certainly was NOT slanderous the comments would have to have been false or exaggerated comments to be so & in fact they were a lot milder than the truth or that he deserved, and most certainly NOT unjust!!


I know from previous conversations a long while ago when we spoke that you are a compassionate and decent person, so I will provisionally appeal to that good natured side of you and ask you to kindly remove any specific references to me (i.e. remove my surname and the photos, to protect my anonymity without altering the content of your blog) and that will be the end of it. However, if you cannot find the goodness inside you to remove this slander, you will leave me no choice but to instruct my solicitors to resolve this matter through the relevant legal channels which I will not hesitate to do if this not sorted within 24 hours. As before, given the potential consequences of this for me personally, I will take no hesitation in instructing solicitors in this matter and vigorously defending my reputation. Should I not have taken pity on him, which I did (though he doesn't deserve it) He would of spent a lot of money on a Slander case which he would of LOST. As I write a page a day diary, in which every one of his nuisance calls over the years was logged, as was every one of his abusive comments, said text or left on voicemail, when he got angry, when I either wouldn't answer my phone, or put it down on him, saying I was tired & he'd woken me, at times varying from 2-4am occasionally 6-7am when he was fresh from clubbing, pissed & wanting me to talk dirty to him, so he could jack off!! or obviously when he had a morning glory needing attending too, who the hell did he think he was? we'd never even gone out before, let alone slept together, what the hell made him think I would be happy to be woken at all hrs to attend to his sexual needs?? there are 0898 numbers to sort that & at least they get payed for the service!! Unlike me !!... I'm not the Samaritans flaming phone sex service!! I also kept every one of those abusive texts & voice-mails too, so all my lawyer would need would be those & my call records to get the proof off nuisance calls off the phone company!! Case Closed, its not Libel when its true!! I know my rights & I'm never stupid enough to lie in print (unlike the dumb Whore being sued by David Beckham) 


I am of course happy to discuss this if you wish, because you will no doubt appreciate the seriousness and gravity of this posting. I am available on 07921 ******, or if you would like my office contact details I will happily liaise with you there too. No need for that number, after his last call & text on my new phone I  listed it in phone under barred numers!!


I look forward to your comments, and am deeply regretful that a simple missed call has resulted in this.
That bit made me laugh. A Simple Missed Call, errrr your forgetting that call was not missed, I cut it off, it was at 3am, after a LONG history of such nuisance calls & abusive messages, (sent when I would not answer, or put the phone down) also the fact that he had continued to try to call that night, after I'd turned the call & then the phone off as I always ended up needing to do!! despite me texting who is this you have just woken me up!! so obviously not happy about it!!


LK


Amused I replied :-


04 October at 20:11

You are right I am a decent & compassionate person, I hope now in future you will treat women with some decorum & respect!!


If you were to involve lawyers in a case of slander you wouldn't win & if it was one missed call, I'd hardly be that pissed off as to name & shame you, the calls were constant over the past few years at a very unsociable hour always between 2-4am & if I said I was sleeping & put down the phone you would constantly keep calling back until I had no choice but to turn off my mobile.


When I told you not to keep doing this you said "turn the fucking ring off then!!" I told you I had an elderly mother living near by & not having a land-line I needed to leave my phone & its ring on at night, in case of an emergency & I don't appreciate 2-4am calls from you wanting me to talk dirty to you, just so you can jack off!!!


Last time you did this, yet again causing me to have to turn my phone off, was a few days before I had a emergency call from the police, saying that my mum had collapsed & was being rushed to hospital at 3am (8hrs later she was dead!) If it had been on the day, a few days earlier when you hassled me so much I had to turn off my phone (even sending me a text saying "answer your phone you fucking bitch", which I still have on my phone among others if you wanna talk libel!!) & if I then was not able to be contacted by the police & she had died without me by her side, I swear that blog comment would be the least of your worries!!


Because I am a decent person I will amend my blog, as hopefully this has taught you to treat people (namely women) with a modicum of respect, or at least I hope it has, and let me make it quite clear your threat of libel had fuck all to do with it, as I keep a page a day diary & every call time & date are logged & every offensive text kept, so phone company records would prove numerous nuisance calls & abusive texts.


No need for your number I have it on my phone under barred numbers, so I can get a nights sleep without being disturbed or abused.....


So fortunately for you, other future employers will not know what a rude, obnoxious, disrespectful little shit you are..... If you don't recall any of this behaviour, then I suggest you cut down on your drinking or whatever poison it is you like to party on.


But thanks for the laugh at the simple missed call comment ,if you can call, a call at that hr simple!! if only it was just that to rile me!!


Shame as the 1st time we spoke years ago you seemed to be quite a nice person, that seemed to vanish as soon as you had my mobile number, if that's how you treat people you have never met I pity those you have got in the sack


On that note I will say adieu & hope you start treating a Lady like a lady, as if not one day you will come up against someone, with less compassion than me!! Who will take revenge to a much greater level, it's amazing how many girls out there know some very dangerous people if they need them.

He replied with :-

04 October at 21:11

June


I appreciate your comments and your taking the time to reply.


I am genuinely grateful for the compassion you've shown and I am very upset with myself over the whole affair - rest assured whilst these simply look like typed words, the anxiety and stress I have experienced as a result of this has genuinely taught me a lesson. I hope this is genuine not kiss ass words
I can only apologise unreservedly for the anxiety I may have caused you, and I am again thankful for you exhibiting the true decency of your character.

LK

I responded with :-

04 October at 21:22

Good!!!!..... I am glad you now know what stress caused by another is like


I hope from now on you will refrain from talking to women like dirt & calling them at unsociable hrs, under some arrogant impression it is your god given right & that if they put down the phone on you, they are no longer bombarded with more calls, or called bitches or much worse either by voicemail or text!

His Response :-

04 October at 21:27

Genuinely, I am so so sorry for causing any distress to you (I feel awful).


Believe it or not, I have learn't my lesson and I am actually a good person - not an excuse, but when I drink I am so unlike my true character. (stop drinking then if your a horrible drunk!!)


Appropriate or not, I do wish you all the best and I can only again apologise for my totally unacceptable behaviour.

LK

Hoping he has genuinely learnt a lesson from this I replied :-

04 October at 21:39

Then I suggest you curb your drinking, I know how to have a good time, but it's never at the expense of others!


In the last 3 years I had to battle 3 crippling illnesses 2 potentially  life threatening (one I nearly died off) & just as I am recovering my mum dies unexpectedly of an aneurysm you have no idea how stressful those years have been (your stress over this is nothing by comparison) the last thing I needed, when critically weak & in a lot of pain, is being constantly disturbed, when the pain had finally subsided enough that I could sleep, nor being woken from a Temazepam induced sleep, when the pain was too bad to sleep any other way. Believe me I also did not need to be called a Whore, Bitch or Cunt, when I politely kept asking you to stop calling, as I was too weak to argue when you got abusive.


So I really hope you have learnt your lesson, if not for me but for anyone else who would get that treatment in the future if you haven't! & if the drink brings out the devil then you need to address you have a problem!


JS

I truly do hope he does mean that, because I am sure I am not the only woman/girl out there who has been on the end of his abusive late night/early morning phone calls & some would not be as hardened as me & would be either scared by it, or stupid enough to play along in the hopes it would make him like them, believe me any girls that did he would have no respect for & would at best use them for a throw away booty call when needed, girls please please please have some respect for yourselves, and don't allow yourselves to be treated like a piece of meat by men like *Lenny King, in the hopes the guy will fall for you!!..... HE WON'T,  he won't even respect you, plus you will be a laughing stock between him & his mates & any nude pic's sent to his phone, will be passed round the lads to pass comment on!! Please gain some self worth I see so many young girls out their undervaluing themselves & it saddens me. Spent the rest of the evening sorting out the back room some more & went to bed at 2am


Tuesday 5th Oct, another drab cold day brrrrrrrrrrrrr but decided to wrap up and take the dogs for a walk to keep up with a bit of exercise, put on my leopard print wellington boots as the park is very muddy with all the rain this past week, wore jeans, silver lame knit polo neck & Parker coat, as it feels so cold & wintery out.

Got home buying a Sun Newspaper en route it had a voucher for a free sub at Domino's so decided to go get one as I'd had no breakfast or lunch & it was now 3.15pm walked all the way to Domino's & they said they had no Subs despite the offer being valid until 4pm, so still hungry at 3.30pm I dropped into a fave local cafe JK Palmers, 13 High St St Albans,  which has good, fresh, tasty food & lovely staff (I recommend it if your in St Albans & peckish) & also as it will be quicker than walking back home & cooking from scratch.



Had a Veggie Toasted Club Sandwich & a Cappuccino, then strolled home cutting through Boots & tried on some of Marc Jacobs Perfume Lola, very nice & loving the bottle, I do love a good perfume & bottle , plus having been a Manager of, Designer Italian Perfumes, I own quite a collection as you can see below.

Marc Jacobs Lola

Just a few Perfume's in my Bathroom



I was just finishing off one section of back room, when I realised I'd forgotten my acupuncture session at 4.20pm bugger!! Had a small portion of Fish & Chips for dinner, later I got a call from a good friend, inviting me to A Big Halloween Bash in London, & I jumped at the chance, I LOVE getting Done up for Halloween as you can see Below

I'm friends with two of Sid "Carry On" James'es sons Alan & Graham, who often tell me jokes, Graham made me laugh with an Xfactor themed one today.....

Cheryl Cole, Louis Walsh and Simon Cowell are walking down the street when Cheryl trips, falls forward and gets her head stuck in some railings. Simon, quick as a flash pulls down her knickers and bangs her senseless from behind. Slapping her tight little arse, he turns to Louis and says, "Your turn." Louis starts crying. "Whats wrong?" says Simon. Louis Sobs, "My head wont fit in the railings"......

Wednesday 6th Oct, Woke at 8am to a gloomy day but by 11.30am it was bright & sunny out!! I had porridge for breakfast & a coffee. I did some job searches & wore my ripped jeans, multi coloured, French designer, striped, long sleeved, jersey top, my faux fur Oasis Gillette & my Mustard Timberland boots, as it appeared to be mild enough to go without a coat today & spent an hr down the park with Aku getting some exercise, ended up taking off my Gillette as it wasn't just sunny .....it was HOT!!!! the English weather is definitely weird!! the past week has been bitter cold & rainy & now this??



I popped to Domino's at 2pm for my free Sub with The Sun, I got a Veggie Deluxe (as the guy said I could have it today as they couldn't do it yesterday) I was the 1st person in there, but in under a minute there were 8 others, my simple Sub took them 20mins to do, don't think Subway have anything to worry about with that long a wait a subway would be done in about 3mins tops, it wasn't as tasty either, and at £3.49 its also more expensive than a Subway!! They need to either re think their speed or their pricing!

Got in & realised why I'd hardly ever worn my Timberland boots (about 6 times tops) when I saw my bleeding bony ankles, that had been rubbed by the inside seams of the boots, causing grazes that were bleeding on my bony ankles & blisters just above the blisters at back of heel, above old blister scars caused by trainers, think they are destined for Ebay, damn my stupid baby soft skin Grrrrrrr!!!

Slipped into chocolate suede lofas & took 2 lots of air fresheners back to Poundland (useless no scent at all, you might as well be spraying water in the air!) Did the hoovering & put a white & a black wash in the machine, & parcelled up a horse ornament I'd sold on Ebay, then back to more job searching online. Had a couple of texts & arranged to go round to Jennies Thursday night & Nicky's Friday night, Andrea Text me inviting me to a Halloween Party at the Green Dragon, in Winchmore Hill on the 30th but I already have arrangements made for the 30th now.



All the papers are running with the story that Cheryl Cole has had death treats over not picking Gamu, and choosing Cher & Katie who both fluffed auditions, OK fare enough Gamu was a decent singer & didn't fluff her auditions, but don't forget we heard her original audition through auto tuning, and though good didn't set the world on fire. These sicko's who make death threats over something so minor need to be locked away  for their own safety as well as that of others (one saying if he couldn't kill her he'd get anyone else with the name Cheryl Cole, what kind of psycho is that!??) many called her racist errrrr hello!!! black husband, good friends with Will.i.am & one half cast girl going through, hardly the behaviour of a racist, typical of the bitter hatemongers with nothing better to do, that rant hatred at people they don't know, on forums like digital spy, why not go out and have a life, instead of just sitting at a PC and spewing bile all day & night?

Gamu

Chopped up red onions, green, red & yellow peppers, courgettes, aubergines & butternut squash & stir fried with ginger, chilli's, Garlic and various herbs & spices & ate with Krisprolls spread with humus very tasty, put 2nd load of washing out to dry & later settled to watch the Apprentice Stuart & Dan are prize knobs, Dan was fired & it was almost a double firing Stuart very narrowly avoided joining Dan.

Your Fired!!!!

For A Comedy Treat For Apprentice Fans Click Here



Discovered by accident (while looking for something to listen to while doing chores before RuPauls Drag Race started) that Blade is now a series on FIVER USA cool!! ..... RuPaul Drag Race Came On very funny I Loved Pandora Boxx impersonation of Carol Channing very funny, plus a brilliant Brittany impersonation, by Tatianna the right one went, when it came to lip syncing for their lives, Sonique is a Beautiful Drag Queen but a total BITCH!!!......


Turned the TV over to ITV before turning off so it was ready when I turned it o in the morning, only to find Jason Donivan Singing on "The Zone" in an attempt to flog his new Album of songs from the 80's they were selling on there, oooh a live performance on a Telly Shopping channel he must be desperate to sell a few at full price, before they get destined to the music stores bargin bins!!.....

Pandora Boxx

Pandora Boxx as Carol Channing

Pandora Boxx

Tatianna As Brittany

Tatianna

Tatianna

Beautiful But Bitchy Sonique

Thursday 7th October, I woke to another beautiful sunny morning, so after a shower I did my make up & dressed same as yesterday (except for the Timberland Boots!!) & took Aku for a run round the park (got on the scales this morning 1lb lost since Sunday, not a lot but it's only been 4 days & it's in the right direction!!) Ran into a blonde woman I often seen in the park when out with the dogs, she stroked Aku & said "I'm not a vagrant, my 7yr son is Autistic & goes to the school at the end of the park, he is smart & often gives the teachers the slip & escapes & is also a self harmer, so I like to be near the school just in case they call, to say he has vanished again!" I said "I would never question why your always in the park when I am, if anything I'd just assume you go to the park on your lunch break!" she said a guy had come up to her once giving her a leaflet & saying they provide warm food & bedding thinking she was homeless, after seeing her in there a few times. I laughed as she was always well dressed & groomed & often with her ipod, & I said "I bet you were thinking, gosh I must look rough today!" she laughed & said "That's exactly what I thought!!"

Vervlamivm Park, St Albans



Got in & had some Moroccan Vegetable soup & read the paper it said we are heading for a Indian Summer up to & including the weekend with it being 69deg F yesterday & it forecast as 72deg F tomorrow, 68deg F Sat & 64deg F Sunday, Also in the paper was the disgusting news of Ch4's new Mocumentry about to be aired soon depicting Prince Harry, Kidnapped by the Taliban, while fighting in Afghanistan & him turning Traitor!! Surely that is treason (a few decades ago someone would of been executed for that!!) What Sick Moron thought that plot up? & what Arsehole thought what a good idea, lets put that on TV?? talk about kissing the arses of the wankers that are Taliban, Muslim, fanatics!! .....



I for one will not be watching this unpatriotic, treasonous, blasphemous pile of tripe!!......

Kelvin Makenzie was writing in The Sun today about being overjoyed after seeing the film "The Americans" that George Clooney was starting to look old!! WHAT!!!  STARTING???? he has ALWAYS looked 10-15yrs older than his supposed age (always wondered  if his age had been massaged somewhat by his agent!?) Even in his E.R Heyday he looked mid 40's to early 50's & he is only meant to be in late 40's now!!.... I am sure he is a lovely guy, but I have never got his heartthrob status?,  he has never been a heartthrob in my eyes!

George Clooney

Bought some blister plasters for the grazes & blisters caused by my Timberland Boots yesterday, they are going on Ebay at the weekend! Injured elbow has a scab on now & is a bit tender & knee is grazed and bruised, but its my injured left little fingernail, that is smarting like a bitch, wanting to put nail glue or superglue down the crack but it will seep down onto the raw flesh below the nail & burn like hell.

Went round Jennie & Edgar's at 8pm & their daughter Lara was showing me her finger-knitting belt she was making (I use to do that as a kid) caught up with some of the gossip with Jen, watched Drop Dead Diva, A Very Funny Celebrity Juice, who had my friend Kavana behind The Giant magazine & then watched a deliciously erotic True Blood, then went home some time after 12midnight arranging to go out for a drink with them both on Saturday. My Squaddie friend Ozzy text re arrangements to meet up, before he go's back to Australia for good in 3 months, so we have decided on the weekend after Halloween.

Chilling with Kavana

Friday 8th October, woke to a gloomy day that didn't get much better, but was mildish (but not exactly the Indian summer up to the end of weekend weather promised, and certainly NOT the 73deg F predicted for today!!) I had two boiled eggs for breakfast. Went under my sunbed for 10mins as it lifts my mood & lightens my hair, like the sun. Popped out & posted off another Ebay item I'd sold. Came back did another laundry wash & changed bed linen checked Audition sites but things are quiet at the moment. Also did a job search in retail management, promotions & fashion design & sent off a few spec letters too. Nicky Called me at 4.15pm & said she would be picking me up a bit earlier than planned at 5pm so I quickly packed my overnight bag.

Nicky & I

Got back to Nicky's & had a laugh with her cute as a button Daughter Emily Louise, caught up with the news on her poorly dad & the latest news on mutual friends. We had half a mini pizza with garlic bread & chips for dinner & a couple of bottles of beer, then chilled in front of the TV. The Mentalist, 8 Out Of 10 Cats, Framk Skinner : live from the NIA Birmingham & my 1st look at Richard Bacon's Beer & Pizza Club, not bad looks quite cozy with a smallish audience. My friend Paul text me with an invite out tomorrow night, but I'd already made arrangements with Jennie & Edgar so it was too late!!

Had a fairly early night going to bed at 1.30am as Nicky has an Electrician coming round at 8am tomorrow, definitely having a much slower laid back week this week!!......

Read a bit of the paper in bed more on the Beckhams although I have never lusted over David I think David Beckham is handsome (except for all those tattoo's) but when he got angry with his own Galaxy soccer fan who said "stop with the prostitutes!!" which was caught on cine camera I have to say angry Beckham is sexy!!



Saturday 9th October, heard Mini AKA Emily Louise go into Nicky's room at around 5am & making sure Nicky didn't get much sleep, got up around 8.30am & chatted with Nicky about how odd some mutual friends are getting these days. The electrician arrived about 9.30am, I had a slice of peanut butter on toast for breakfast & got a lift into town with electrician friend Dave, when he had to pop out for a few bits to sort Nicky's electrics,  having to go past mums old house on the way, which gave me a pang in the chest, we'd also passed the cemetery en route back too!

Its grey & cold out, looking like rain soon, so Weathermen deffo cocked up their prediction for a hot Indian summer weekend!! it is nowhere near 68deg F predicted for today.

Got a Sun Newspaper En Route home & read it at lunch time when I had a beetroot soup & roll. 

Popped out for a few essentials needed to make a big vat of homemade vegetable soup, with Butternut Squash & Courgettes for next week.

For those interested in making it themselves, the ingredients are as follows :

Evil Barbie's Spicy Winter Warmer Soup

550g of Asda's  fresh tastes chopped Butternut Squash & Sweet Potato chopped

1 carrot chopped or grated (you can use more, I don't really like cooked carrot but it adds sweetness)

1 green , 1 yellow, 1 red & 1 orange Pepper chopped

3 balls of Asda freshly frozen chopped fresh spinach

2 medium beetroots chopped

1 Onion (red or normal) chopped

3 cloves of Garlic

2 tins of cheap own brand chopped tomatoes

1 tin Heinze lentil soup, fill emptied tin twice with water & empty in too

1/2 tub of Tesco Finest cherry tomato sauce

Splash soy sauce

Splash Lee & Perrins (optional)

Splash Balsamic Vinegar

2tblesp Total 2% fat yogurt

1-2tsp Asda Easy Chillies

1-2tsp Asda Easy Ginger

1-2tsp Asda Easy Garlic

Additional herbs & spices add to personal taste :

Salt & Black Pepper

Chopped Marjoram

Curry Powder

Chopped Oregano

Paprika

Chopped Basil

Ground Cinnamon

Powdered Garlic or Garlic Salt

Ground Turmeric

Ground Coriander

tsp Marmite

tsp English Mustard

Put all ingredients in a large pot or casserole dish & stir well place on oven hob, on a high heat stirring, let boil for 4-5 mins stiring as it does, while all the herbs & spices infuse the vegetables, then allow to simmer for about 45-60mins, the 2 cans of water may not seem like a lot of liquid, but you have the liquid from the lentil soup & chopped tomatoes & as the courgettes & frozen spinach balls cook down etc more juice & fluid is created, but if for any reason yours still looks too thick/dry add more water, by 45-60 mins the liquid mass should of reduced by about a third, take it off the heat & allow to cool if you like a brothy soup & you haven't cut the veg to chunky, you can have as is, or if chunky you can have like a stew, or you can when cooler, put it into a blender, & blend it down a bit so chunks are smaller, or you can blend right down into a thick creamy soup, I tend to blend half down really creamy & the other half to a small chunk variety & then mix the two together & then freeze in portions in freezer bags, or in old washed out, lidded fresh soup pots.



I often serve with a dollop of Total yogurt in middle & a few pine nuts sprinkled on top.

Had some of the soup for diner & VERY tasty it was too I have excelled myself, watched come dine with me while dusting & hoovering, then washed my hair before going out, round to Jennie & Edgar's. I was invited to a private showing at an Art Gallery, at 12 Vyner St, in Hackney today by my friend Paul who is playing Piano there, but he only told me last night which was far too short notice!

Neck & shoulders have been hurting me past 2 days (that will teach me for forgetting my acupuncture appointment on Tuesday) Got to Jennie & Edgar's & in just 5 mins were out the door to the Pub, quiet night so got in at 11.45pm neck was hurting anyway.

Got home & caught up with Xfactor, apparently there are two ejections tomorrow, well after watching tonight's show I know for sure who definitely should be straight out the door!!....... The Bloody Xfactor Stylist, the outfits were diabolical, the only people who looked good were the judges, there was only one acceptable item in all the contestants dire outfits & that was Katie's Blade Runner esque Perspex multi coloured hat/head piece!! Also The Wild Card Secret twist has to be the worst kept secret ever!!

My Personal Critique of The Xfactor 16 are as follows!!

Matt Cardle- Oh God No Not that same soddin hat again!! doesn't even go with the lame, dull outfit, good strong vocal though!... but he looks like he should be emptying my bins in that fucking hat!

FYD- Bad, Bad, Bad Styling! But acceptable Vocals, good song choice!

John Adeleye- Boring Clothes & A Boring Song, I don't know how its one of Cheryl's all time favourite songs? I don't even recognise it!! his vocal didn't impress me either!! Yawn!!

Rebecca Ferguson- Still nervous didn't belt out the song like it needed, and that she is capable of, didn't like the arrangement of the song either, she's still lacking in confidence & the stylist dressed her much too old for her age of 23yrs, at 46yrs I'd find it a bit frumpy, it was like an attempted stab at sophistication on the cheap!

Paije Richardson- God Damn Awful Styling, He is far too fat to have trousers below his pants at the back, the trousers fitted awful at front, fuck knows what that Miami Vice Reject, Fabric Print, Bomber Jacket was? & don't get me started on the Yellow canvas trainers/plimsolls WTF his feet looked huge!!! Singing was so so but the outfit distracted you from his singing anyway & NOT in a good way!!!!

Cher Lloyd- Vocal wavered & nowhere near her 1st audition standard, either that or they are not getting the same sound from the studio sent down the TV lines to the viewers!!... she worked the stage, but outfit was diabolical, the harem pant like trousers made her bottom half look totally out of proportion with her top half, was it a shit attempt to hide how skinny she is?, or a piss poor homage to the awful split harem trousers Cheryl wore for "Fight For This Love" video? Her head looked like a Thunderbird Puppet's head too, bad hair & make-up.

Diva Fever- Fun Camp, Rainbow Lycra outfits were bad, but in a good, fun, camp, way, very entertaining, surprisingly good vocals too but only one was really singing the other was rarely heard & their in the groups!. Plus being a Fag Hag I was bound to like them!!

Katie Waissel- Nice Make-up, interesting fun Perspex Hat/Head Gear, a bit Blade Runner, but from the neck down the outfit was absolutely atrocious!!! Weak Vocals, song was too big for her, the suspended hanging keyboards & crouching men below were very, Very Naff!!

Storm- I didn't mind the quirky sparkly eye make up mask, or his fire red hair, but the clothes were goddamn awful!!  The vocals were not bad, but backing track seemed to be coming over louder than his vocals at times, I don't know if it was different in studio & this was a TV technical hitch when being broadcast to viewers at home?

Belle Amie - Very average & God Awful styling, Camel jumpsuit fitted terribly & crotch hung down unattractively, black floral jumpsuit was unflatteringly baggy too, the other two outfits were boring, what you'd wear on a trip to the shops, they also chose wrong girl to do the lead vocals, they should of chosen girl who's black bra was showing a tad through the fabric of her boring beige shirt! as she had a stronger voice.

Mary Byrne- Showed all the others how a number should be belted out! A stellar performance, scrubbed up quite well, but stylist dressed her head to toe in black, the stylist is obviously so bad they believe the Black is slimming rule is law! she looked a tad funeral-ish

Treyc Cohen - Good Vocal again, like Mary she belted out the song the way a song should be sung, Blue dress a bit short & a bit clingy for such a big booty, but good colour & the multiple chain ribbon necklace like applique at the front looked a bit of a cheap Primark version of a catwalk look, but forgivable compared to other styling atrocity's to the rest of the contestants!

Nicolo Festa- Quirky, but Vocals not the best, song too big for him, Boring styling, plus naff red sunglasses, only added just because Lady Gaga wore sunglasses in her Video of "Lets Dance" only hers were funky & not naff red ones!! which only goes to show how Unimaginative The Xfactor Stylist actually is .....YAWN!!!!!

One Direction- Not bad, acceptable vocals, safe, styling looked OK from the waist up, but went awry from the waist down, but bearable unlike other outfits.

Aiden Grimshaw- Good Vocals & his face told the story of the song well, shirt OK even don't mind the neck not being tied, but hated it only tucked into the front of trousers, trouser shape was awful almost harem, but slung low, making not only both of his legs look deformed, but also his body looked  too long & his legs too short which is not attractive & won't win him any girly votes in the looks stakes, although he looks gay if you ask me anyway!

Wagner Carrilho- A Car crash performance, but amusing & again styling was awful, they could of used a white or grey band to tie his hair back with the black one looked like a beetle had camped at the back of his head!!!

So to sum things up: Only Mary, Tracy, Aiden, Diva Fever & Matt's talent stood out, Wagner to go & maybe Katie, Paije, Nicolo or Rebecca, possibly even John, but the person who should be going is the god awful stylist!!!! SIMON SORT IT OUT PRONTO!!!! They should be put against the wall & shot for crimes of fashion!! Also did the make-up artist have a job lot of red lipstick they wanted to shift? as well as judge Dannii Nearly all the girl contestants have been coated in it on Sat night (whether they suited it or not) on the stage tonight & on nearly all the female contestants in their moody opening show shots!! I know Red lippy is in this season but that's overkill!!....... obviously an unimaginative make-up artist too!!

Sunday 11th Oct, Today is my BFF Candies 41st Birthday & she is having a weekend away with the family, so I am happy the revolting cold weather of yesterday has been replaced with the sunny weather of today on her big day. Tried to text her Happy Birthday this morning but discovered I was out of credit (bugger) will have to go out & get some later, so sent her a FB Happy Birthday in case she checks by phone, as I don't want to disturb her weekend away with he family with a call.

BFF Candie

Had 2 boiled eggs for breakfast & then listed more items discovered, while sorting out back room, on Ebay. Odd thing is today although its warm and sunny out, it was cold indoors?



Read some of News Of The World. and again Gamu is front page & her Xfactor & Immigration plight, I feel for her, nobody wants to be sent back to poverty, or a firing squad, but her mum is all I hate about Selfish Immigrants, if it is indeed true they will face firing squad (& many immigrants lie about this to get into soft touch UK!!) why be so greedy as to claim £16,000 your not entitled to from UK & in doing so stealing from the country that offered you protection from danger & a better standard of accommodation? As doing so would risk you being deported, would anyone truly at risk of being shot if sent home, risk their & their family's life for an extra £16K ?? which makes me think Gamu's mum is either exceedingly greedy, or lying about their fate, should they be returned to Zimbabwe, Simon Cowell is reported to be trying to help the family, if they stay I hope he doesn't pay off the £16K she owes, as it would be condoning the thieving from the Government & the tax payers purse by yet another greedy immigrant, who already get more help & hand outs than needy Brits & still is after more that their not entitled to! If she gets to stay she should be made to pay back the £16K in installments. I am sick of lying immigrants taking from the hand that feeds them & still wanting more & stealing from the owner of that same hand!



Got to 6pm & realised I'd not ate lunch let alone dinner!! wow listening to that  Paul McKenna "I Can Make You Thin" CD really works lol  (actually I know it does as I used it & easily lost the 3st gained while ill, so hopefully it will work again on the 2st gained due to heartbreak over mums unexpected death)  Buy it for £6.00 instead of £10.99 by clicking on link in YELLOW below.

I Can Make You Thin


Paul McKenna, I Can Make You Thin, Success Story



Had some of my homemade soup for a late lunch, early dinner at 6.45pm (VERY Tasty & Healthy) with a Multi seed wholemeal roll. YUMMMMMMMM!! Listed some of my Pro Zenit (Zenith) Cameras, lenses, filters & other attachments on Ebay & then settled down to the Xfactor Results, to see which two go out!! Cute little Joe McElderry was on the show singing, bless him. He really didn't need to publicly "come out" we all knew, probably before he did even lol. Surprisingly enough people voted for Wagner for him not to be evicted, Nicolo was (he can thank the stylist & the bad song choice for that!!) the next two lowest scoring acts were Katie & FYD, Thought Katie would be in bottom 3 she sung weakly & apart from her Perspex hat her outfit was Dire, thought Paije, John & Wagner were worse than FYD though. It was no surprise that out of the two the Judges saved Katie (she has a more quirky saleability factor than FYD)

I really like Mary Byrne but she has to smile a bit more or she tends to look a bit like a monsters Inc Character

Mary Byrne V Monsters Inc



Watched Undercover Boss USA (funnier & more hardcore than ours) it was in Hooters quite amusing!!



Then what I have been waiting for "The Only Way Is Essex" the Brit answer to "The Hills" PML!! Funny for all the wrong reasons. Thanks to The Only Way Is Essex "Vijazzled" will be making it's way soon into the New English Dictionary!! no doubt described as a bejeweled diamante Brazilian!! Mark Wright is handsome (far left of above pic) but is pining after some thick Ex GF Lauren, who he has dated for 9yrs which as he is 23yrs means since he was 14 or younger, he says since 15yrs so that's 8yrs!! and he isn't coming across as intelligent emotionally or otherwise. I do tend to Hate the Essex accent, it makes the guys sound Common & Thick & the Girls Mega Common & Super Thick!! One Guy Kirk Norcross comes across as nice but dim, he reminds me a lot of Tobey Magire to look at.

Kirk & Tobey

One Blonde girl who works in the Bar was wearing the Black version of my Riess Dress, prefer it in the Olive.

Went to bed after making a coffee (decaf) at 2.30am this was one non eventful week,  but I might as well enjoy it as the chill time won't last for long!